Who am I ? - 007

A zombie.

That is what I have become. No feelings, no emotions, no enthusiasm - my body is functioning on auto-pilot and my mind is blank.

I eat, I sleep, I read, I wake up. The cycle goes on. Yet I am not fully awake. I do not feel anything - it's as if a big void has engulfed my soul. The only thing I feel is confusion.

But how did I become a Zombie? A man has only one destiny, they say. Is my destiny to become an automaton?

From the Kingdom of Heaven to the Land of the Natives, from extreme passion to colossal confusion, from single minded determination to aimless wandering - what have I become? I do not recognize myself anymore.